It is all messed up. Everything. My life. My education. My friendship. Mainly everything. How I wish I could turn back the clock and do everything all over again.
My friend whom I had known for 8 years had just migrated to Texas and I did not even bother to see him for one last time when I had the chance to do so. Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile and I certainly did not do so. All my friends who went to see him for the last time had a blast and I did not have the nerve to speak about it. It just proves to me myself that I can't face myself. I cannot accept what I have done. I just wish I could turn back the time. *sigh* I could just put the blame on the bad results I obtained which now leads to the next complication.
My results is so appalling, lousy, awful, terrible, dreadful and just so bad that it is just so upsetting to even think about it. I'm not gonna mention the score I had but I can just say that it's so horrible that I shall not speak about it. *sigh* Starting from this holidays, I'm gonna start working on my results and just mainly concentrate on my education while having fun on the same time. I cannot slack on my studies anymore. I'm aware that it is my future. It is my everything. I will be aiming on the scholarships if that's what I've to do. I should so much of forget the results I got this time around and merely concentrate the path ahead of me. I shall light up the path and walk on it.
There will be one day that I should say this to myself, "because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die."
Moving
15 years ago
3 comments:
We lived. We loved. But sometimes we make mistakes. We're all human. Remember that we make mistakes. Sometimes other people will too. We just have to learn from our mistakes and make things better for ourselves and forgive others for theirs.
We're always gonna be there for you.
Cheer up.
dude. cheers.
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